Ikan Woku Belanga (Manadonesse Food)

Bahan:

1. Ikan (recommend: Kakap Merah, gurame).
2. Bawang Merah
3. Bawang Putih
4. Cabe rawit
5. Jahe
6. Sereh
7. Kunyit
8. Daun pandan
9. Daun Jeruk
10. Jeruk Nipis.
11. Kemangi
12. Air
13. Bumbu Masak
14. Daun Bawang
15. Minyak Goreng secukupnya.

Cara Membuat :

1. Ikan yang sudah di bersihkan dan di potong-potong, di rendam dengan garam dan air jeruk. Sisihkan.
2. Bawang merah, bawang putih, jahe, kunyit di ulek sampai halus. Sisihkan.
3. Daun jeruk, daun pandan, kemangi, daun pandan, daun bawang, cabe rawit di iris halus. Sereh di memarkan.
4. Panaskan minyak goreng. Kemudian tumis daun pandan, daun jeruk dan sereh sampai layu. Setelah itu masukan bahan-bahan yang sudah di ulek halus tadi.
5. Tunggu sampai tumisan berbau harum, kemudian masukan ikan yang sudah di rendam dengan garam dan air jeruk.
6. Tutup selama 10 menit, tambahkan air, dan air jeruk. Kemudian masukan rempah yang telah di iris halus. Aduk sampai merata.
7. Diamkan selama 3 menit, kemudian masukan bumbu masak sesuai selera.
8. Angkat dan siap untuk di hidangkan.

Bon Apetite ♥♥♥

Warm Regards.

Cella♥♥♥

Lonely Christmas

Year after year...
Passing so fast...
Since I was moving from my hometown to this big city... There's no more sweet memories about Christmas for me...
I don't know why, but each year it's becoming worst for me...
I didn't need more money on Christmas to buy something new... I don't need Christmas gift, Christmas cake or anything...
Sumtimes, it's just my strategic to kept down my tears and all my sadness...


Little bit jelously to another family, who can met and gather to celebrate Christmas. Crossing Christmas Gift, singing a Christmas songs... Go to church together..
Oh how I missed all those moment... 


Actually, 2 years lately... My christmas day is getting worst... I can't feel anything... Maybe I can give others some smile and say "Hi there, Happy Christmas" but in my heart I cry...
How long, I have to keep this tears?
How long, I have to show my fake smile???
How long, I have to feel like this... Lonely... (Oh, it's happen every day)...


All this time, I keep playin' with my self... Playin' what I called "What role should I showed to them?"
Kinda bit like an actrees playin some role in film...

= Untitled =

Why "UNTITLED"? I know that's the first question that u will ask to me when u look this posted... Well, actually I don't know what title that I can write on this posted... Cause, this is come just from my heart... *curcol*  


It is so complicated for me... There's too much problem that I have to solve at the same time... Being grown up it's mind blowing...


I know, every people have their own problem... That's why I can't always share what I feel, what is my problem.. I always try to think and solve it by myself.. I don't need anybody, but this is my weakness and my own mistake... This is why I always be the stressfull girl... Sometimes I want to scream out loud I can't handle this...!!!


My friend just loneliness... Nobody even want to know about this feelings... So better I keep it by myself... And just show my smiling face... They don't have to know how badly I need them... It's just like crying under the pouring rain so there's no one will see my tears...


This shoulder, will always be a crying shoulder for friends or familys who's come to me and cry or even tell their story... But, I will never get a crying shoulder for my own sadness... It's okay, cause I am Marcella... Born to be a woman full of rigidity... I am Marcella, born to be a loners...

When The Rain...

When the rain pouring down,

It came with someone tears...

Maybe a tears of happiness or even sadness...

When the rain pouring down,

the grass are enjoying the fresh cold water...

pleasing the eternal thirst because of the heat

That was the tears oh happiness

When the rain pouring down,

there's a lot homeless being sodden...

tears on their face, chilled cause of the rain

that was a tears of sadness...

When the rain pouring down,

Kids are playing arround with smile on their face...

Happy being wet and played with friend...

that's a tears of hapiness

When the rain pouring down,

there's a heart crying, because of lovelorn...

And the skies are cry with them...

that's a tears because of sadness...

When the rain pouring down,

I love the sound, when every drop touch the dry land...

I love the smell of moist grass,

I love the fresh and cold air...

When the rain pouring down,

it's always bring a happiness and sadness...

For me, you and every human kind...

But,

I still here....

Gracefull, because the RAIN want to pouring down...

drenching all the land from the dryness...

So, I say again..

When the rain pouring down...

It will always came with happiness or even sadness...