A Month with DADDY

In very first time for many years before... 
I just spend my christmas and new year holiday with Daddy...
He's take his annual leave to spend his day with me...


Spending much time with him...
Even sumtimes, he's just mad at me because some little things..
but, it is fun and soooooooooooo very precious moment for me..


Thank You Dad...
For everything, for your love, your kindness, your patient, your time...
For everything.... I really really appreciate it.. and It'll be my sweet memories...

Daddy at Linau Lake

MOTHER DAY

ENVY

 Yah, that's what I feel when I open my recent updates

on my Blackberry Messenger application...

They'd Display Picture just about theyself and they mom...

Hmmm... Well, today is a Mother Day...

Man and Woman, all people celebrate it by saying it to they mom...

I do really want to say "Happy Mother Day, Mom"

but I can't..

I can't even see her face again...

Dear Mom, even you are already gone...

Your face, your smile, your goodness and your love,

will always stay alive in my heart...

Thank you mom, for giving me birth to this world...

Thank you for always loving me in your weakness and in your illness,

Thank you for teach me how to love each others with my sisters,

Thank you for everything that you had prepare for me before you leave me forever..

Even if you are so far, I will always love you and pray for you...

Happy Mother Day, Mom

I Love You

Kasih Ibu Sepanjang Masa

 Mom and Me, taken when I was just 1 month years old...

Feeling Inside...

There's a time when I feel want to disappear...

Living this world, and being as an unknown...

I feel too tired to put this mask on my face...

I'm tired to still pretend that I am "Okay" but inside I'm broken...

Tired to trying to fit in for all;

giving and forgiving,

trying to be myself,

trying to be loveable person

trying to be better in person and in everything

trying to be good in Dad's eye,

trying to be nice for everyone

trying to have a lots of hopes

trying to do my best,

and all I got is just nothing in return...

I didn't say that, everything that I am insincere..

but,

What I got in return isn't same with what i did or gave before..

It feels like, everything is vanity...

This is the reason why I forgot to update my BLOG ~WOW WoTLK~

Play it and Enjoy my other life...

I'm as a Misscella >> HUMAN PRIEST

also

Glorious >> Human Death Knight